Just four days (inc. today) before surgery. Overall feeling less panicky than I did before - the sense of inevitability, and therefore acceptance, is setting in. Lots to do this weekend to prepare house and home for my disabled homecoming.
Everything I do now is accompanied by the thought of: "I wonder how long it will be before I'll be able to do this again." So glad that the weather is nice (sunny, 68) right now, so I can enjoy being active and outside.